that thing
before i slept yesterday night, i felt something strange in the room.my sister is in a deep sleep, apart from that,
i knew there's someone else in the room.
in particular, something.
it was pitch black, and i ignored that thought of being watched.
i convinced myself that i was imagining.
anyway, it wasn't that simple.
now i know the reason why we were given a spiritual gift of discernment ever since we receive salvation.
i began to sleep, a very deep sleep.
i woke up in about 10 minutes time.
i slept again, deeply, something shook me up in a few moments.
i wasn't suspicious then, until the next one.
i had a nightmare, i saw myself in the woods, probably some national service training, but ironically i'm alone.
i was running, and saw an exit.
when i approached the exit, i encountered an undead.
his face had decayed, with long white hair, green ragged clothes...
at that very moment i kinda sprang up, opening my eyes.
being awake and only to experience that,
i'm oppressed by some force, i couldn't twist my body, i couldn't move my arms despite struggling.
i struggled, and i struggled, i started to panic.
you'll have my word, i did not make this up. this was absolutely what i went through yesterday night.
it was 1.45am.
struggling...
i couldn't speak.. the first word i utter was like 'Jee Je Jee'.
i choked and perspired.
that thing began to overwhelm with greater force, it was definitely stronger than me.
i grasped for air,
crying out to God. still, i couldn't even utter a word.
about 20 seconds later,
i screamed, and i thought it was loud because i used all my might.
"JESUS!"
the words came out as soft as a whisper, and that thing left immediately.
i wept silently.
then as i sat upright, i whimpered, there was a sense of security, Jesus was there.
posted by ZaiQian @ 4:59:00 PM
