1 Cor 13:11-12
just came back from playing bball and was asked just now "why pull a long face?"... i'm stressed. i feel that i'm accountable for many brothers (in fact the whole cg), of course in many ways i'm much more prone to frustration. it affects me even when i'm in sports. brothers promised they'll give an answer about service and cg attendence today, yet no reply. and today got bible study.. i'm shocked my best bud willey can't make it. basketball can wait, bible lessons can't. and it's only till 7pm. i know about making it up. i understand.. what about the last prayer meeting? everyone faces fatigue.. we're exhausted in certain ways. but a desire for another encounter with God makes us move. can't make it and don't feel like making it are different issues. it's us between the Holy Spirit. we can't depend on our physical or emotional condition to love God. i use 'WE' because all of us fall short of glory.. i'm bad in certain stuff.. in fact many stuff, i'm easily frustrated, have a tendency to 'condemn' (it's not as serious but i'll repent i promise Lord), easily angered (when i'm stressed and people don't take basic initiative), i know what's wrong, we know what's wrong. i know i need to change, but do you know what u need to change. after all.. the point is.. let's move on. learn from what should be done.1 Cor 13:11-12 "When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known."
posted by ZaiQian @ 11:32:00 PM
