God.in.the.midst.of.frustration
rotted at home the entire day.. just to revise. kinda distracted at times.. but still studied anyway. went out for a run under the sun intentionally.. i'm too white. there's cell group outing this saturday.. to sentosa. and there're only 5 days to divide my one nation of tummy. i'm satisfied with 4.. used to have 4. then... sigh~ let's not talk about it.
feel frustrated.. feels like everything's not right. expectations are not met.
at the same time i hurt someone's feelings.. manz i said things out of anger.. now he's upset and demoralised. if only i've got a time machine.. hey really regret. sincerely apologised.. pray that God speaks to him for me.“Do not let any unwholesome talk come out of your mouths, but only what is helpful for building others up according to their needs, that it may benefit those who listen.” Ephesians 4:29.. word of God. cannot afford to be ignorant.
just listened to the 'antinomianism' sermon last year. dad's interested in God's words (maybe in the way pastor Kong speaks), but showed no concern in salvation. if i can't bring them to church, i'll bring God's words to them. i see a light.
'applause of heaven'.. it's halfway through. i rate it 9/10.
http://www.donghaeng.net/english/duty.htm
i'm still watching this over and over again. watch it ok.
posted by ZaiQian @ 8:03:00 PM
