Saturday, September 10, 2005

saturday night cough


nothing exciting today. stayed home throughout.. if only i've an electric guitar.. i'll get it... soon.. and practise like crazy. less than 48 hours to birthday.. but strangely not excited. hopefully those dudes remember.. hopefully..
Rev. Binny Hinn's latest book is out.. 'Lamb of God'. plus an additional book free with every purchase of it. check it out tomorrow. having a bad cough at this moment. gonna be fine... "And anyone who does not carry his cross and follow me cannot be my disciple." Luke 14-27... believing is an issue.. sacrificing is another. it's very clear.
now i've got a little taste about being a cell group leader.. your members don't reply your sms, you call them and they promised to give you an answer later, then from that point they 'forget' to call you... then you gotta call them last minute again. in the end you lose accountability. this is just part of being a shepherd. even more challenging when you face someone like (cannot reveal names), proclaiming God's Glory while he can't even fulfil service or cg attendance, or 'veteran' member who comes and goes as she likes, or this guy who seems to come only for peace therapy. you talked to them politely, sometimes they're simply ignorant. do those guys understand God's identity?