Tuesday, September 20, 2005

more than...

just returned from prayer meeting.. caused an ulcer. won't whine over it.. it's worthy. hey really very happy today. had a great time of praise and worship.. but prefer individual quiet time. i know.. corporate anointing. and what's more today's DE paper is not as hard as i thinked it should be, at least able to fill answers (right or wrong is another issue).. go for a run.. be back soon!

back.. extremely hungry, could've eaten a sumo wrestler. haha.. the scene kept flashing back.. continuously recalled when she looked into my eyes for less than 5% of a minute, and i see more than just attractiveness and warmth. fallen for her charm, again.. ok.. then i lost my focus. promised to keep my eyes firm before feelings are further developed. ok.. be still. (i'm trying hard). talk about the next level of seriousness in God first.. i wonder if other brothers my age had ever faced something like this before.. it's a crush after all. truly this is the first time i encountered such feelings.. more than a crush.

Joel 2:23 "Be glad, O people of Zion, rejoice in the LORD your God, for he has given you the autumn rains in righteousness. He sends you abundant showers, both autumn and spring rains, as before."