Monday, May 01, 2006

do i need a title?

decades since i update blog.

Daddy says chances are he's going to Israel for certain overseas project.
I was thrilled..
He looked grilled..
I dreamt of Jerusalem, visiting lazarus's supposed-to-be tomb, calvery, the food, bla bla bla. but daddy sounded like he's going for war.. reluctance.. i've heard of his past bad experience working with some Jews. let's see what his boss says.

This week is bad.. real bad.
poly's schedule is designed in such a way that u're supposed to make up for the lessons u missed during public holidays. how cool is that.
and of all the dates. the lecturers chose wed and fri. wed is pastor zhuang's bible study lessons and fri is mission x cell group. how cool is that.
and the worst of all is this week i had to wrestle with some hot thoughts i keep. i hate that. my capacity wasn't used to be of that range.
ever since i changed cell group, i missed those friends: samantha(!), cheah shun, elaine, even willey and aaron, i need someone to relate closely. don't introduce me to barney that purple overweight imaginary friend.
i prayed for a higher intimacy with God. having quiet time later. i yearn for His peace.

bought a digital cam. 4.1 megapixel. i think resolution doesn't matter as long as it's not pathetic. mid-range. it's good. fujifilm. 256 XD card.